Happy Easter

Sunday, April 24, 2011
Happy Easter everyone! I hope the Easter Bunny was good to you. Last Easter I was being induced. I didn't think I'd ever have a good memory to go along with Easter again. I've still been a little subdued, but thankfully we had good news delivered this weekend - my sister is engaged! YAY! We have a wedding to plan for September.

I thought that I may give in and finally go to church this morning. Then I got on FB and saw all of the Easter status updates and honestly it just didn't sit well with me. Nothing against the posters, I just realized I'm not ready. Maybe Easter isn't the best time for me to try to ease my way back in, especially since last Easter holds such horrible memories.

Today, though, will be good. The Easter Bunny stopped by our house this morning and the family is going to one of our state parks for lunch. We did our big family dinner last night, so this morning we're off to the buffet. LOL

I hope all of you have a beautiful day!


  1. You are not alone. I didn't make it to church either. I'm a little closer to getting there, but honestly still angry with God for letting my twins die. And every time I say that, it brings tears to my eyes. Yet, that is where I am. And even though we now have our beautiful daughter through adoption, it doesn't diminish the loss of my boys.

  2. Don't feel bad, I didn't go to church either. Have fun planning the wedding!

    Feel free to check out my personal blog or my photography blog dedicated to my angel girl and my boyfriend. Portion of the proceeds go to Faces of Loss, Faces of Hope. www.nmmphotography.blogspot.com

  3. Facebook hasn't been a good friend to me either. I understand.... This year again I find myself deleting all the ppl off of my newsfeed who are pregnant. They are just on cloud nine and I can't blame them for that. Praying that the adoption process will go smoothly!