An Apology

Thursday, June 17, 2010
I'd like to apologize to all my friends and family that have called, emailed or texted us over the last few months.  We didn't reply to most of them, if any.  Please know it's not because we don't love you or don't want to talk to you.  The past three months have been an emotional roller coaster of almost all downs and no ups. A free fall if you will.  It has taken everything in me to just put one foot in front of the other. I know DH feels the same way.  At one point, it was all I could do to just get up, go to work and come home. I was definitely in breakdown mode.  I just didn't have it in me to talk to anyone or see anyone for that matter.  Thankfully, I am feeling better, at least in some regards. 

I love all of you. Truth be told I probably should have allowed myself the chance to talk with each of you that contacted me.  It more than likely would have done some good, but I honestly didn't know how to handle myself.  I had to tell myself to breathe.  So, please accept my apology.  I wasn't trying to push anyone away, I was just trying to work out what happened. Life has an awful way of surprising you with a big punch in the gut sometimes and it just takes time to shake your head and figure out what just happened. Anyway, I really didn't mean to push anyone aside and I appreciate and am so thankful for all the love and prayers that have been sent our way.

1 comment

  1. I think that's pretty normal. Glad you feel like you are doing a bit better.